People ask me why I write about darkness. They expect a complicated answer. The truth is simpler than they want it to be. I spent more than forty years in Alaska, and Alaska teaches you that the dark and the light are both dramatic, and that neither one is ever very far from the other.
I did not live in the bush. I lived in Anchorage, a real city with traffic and coffee shops and grocery stores. But here is the thing about Anchorage that people from the Lower Forty-Eight never quite believe until they stand in it: the wild is minutes away. Genuine, untamed, indifferent wilderness, right at the edge of town.
Beauty With Teeth
You can be downtown in the morning and on a trail by lunch, and on that trail you are not the top of the food chain. Bears use those paths. Moose come through yards and they are not the gentle creatures people imagine; a cow moose protecting a calf is one of the most dangerous animals you will ever meet. The forests are deep and they do not care about you.
And it is breathtaking. That is the part outsiders miss. The same country that can kill you is the most beautiful place I have ever seen. The mountains, the inlet, the light coming sideways across the water. I loved it. I loved it for decades, the danger and the beauty bound together so tightly you could not pull them apart.
In Alaska, beauty and danger are not opposites. They live minutes apart, and sometimes they are the same thing.
A Land That Does Not Sit Still
Alaska does not let you forget that the ground itself is alive. The volcanoes wake up and dust the city with ash. The earth moves; if you have lived there long enough, you have felt a real earthquake, the kind that reminds you the solid world is only solid by permission. You learn to live with the knowledge that the floor under your feet has its own plans.
For a storyteller, that is everything. Beauty and danger, minutes apart. A land that can turn on you. Forests full of things that watch. I did not have to invent dread. I lived in a place that handed it to me, gift-wrapped in glory.
Where the Light Found Me
I want to be honest about something. I did not come to Christ until 1998, well into my Alaska years. For a long time I loved that country without understanding what it was showing me. When faith finally came, it did not erase the drama of the place. It explained it. The beauty and the danger, the light and the long dark, all of it suddenly read like a story written by Someone, with stakes that were real.
That is the instinct I carry into every book. The dark is real, and it has teeth. But it is never the whole picture, and it is never the end of the story. I learned that on the last frontier, in a place I loved with my whole heart, until I grew old enough that my body started asking for more sunshine than the North could give.
Alaska gave me the light and the dark in equal, dramatic measure. Every story I write is still trying to hold them both.
Mary Ann Poll is America's Lady of Supernatural Thrillers and the author of the Ravens Cove Iconoclast Series. She spent more than forty years in Alaska before relocating to Texas, and both places live in her writing. She hosts the Real Ghost Chatter podcast and never stops looking for the line where the seen world meets the unseen.